Monday, January 31, 2011
An event that changed everything. What a long and emotional day.
2:06 AM
Thursday, January 27, 2011
The laptop has failed me, not once but 7 times alone in the past hour and its seriously pissing me off, but I feel more fear and all cause submission's in freaking a week plus and I don't know if I can even rely on my laptop anymore to do my work ): and with cny studio's not gonna be open so I really have to make do with this laptop. Not too sure how long's a laptop's lifespan is though but mine has been 2 years and 4 months or so old. Okay leaving the school library now, bye.
9:48 PM
Work in progress, lots more to be done. After this its details + section + presentation boards + physical model. It would be a miracle I can finish them on time D: I swear all the stress Im feeling isnt good for the body in the long run but heck! Final submission of my frickin poly life. Oh save me from this someone, all I need now is time time time.
Okay Im off to bed now and its gonna be an early day tomorrow, productivity level has to be 100% in school.
2:22 AM
Monday, January 24, 2011
Kaaaay no more emo song lyrics for today. I'll go into something else, hmm. I'm pretty much screwed for this final submission, but then again its too early to say that aint it. Considering that if I really work my butt off this remaining 2 weeks I can actually make it (which would include CNY so its only a week plus): Hell yeah am I gonna finish it all on time. (I'd better anyways, heh) I should really be sleeping now, its 3am, body clock's been a little wonky lately and its not good. I don't really like doing work in the night, always been more of a day person.
So graduation draws nearer and we were given the option of creating an online portfolio for the link to be put up in the graduation yearbook thingymajiggy. And I've chosen a name and put some stuff into it already. Non archi work though :/ They've yet to be put in! I'll be doing that after jc4 submission. Here goes, http://charlenedraws.carbonmade.com/ Enjoy!
THIS, is my picture for the grad yearbook thing. Was thinking if I should be posting the other photos that were going to be in it as well but I guess I'd better not cause it hasn't been published, so yeah. I'll just put mine up. HAHA, not like its anything nice, in fact I think I look weeeeeird.
And to bed I go.
2:59 AM
Default/Little Too Late
Maybe I missed you
Maybe it's true
Maybe I didn't do enough to hold onto you
Maybe you'll think back
On the good times we had
Maybe one day this feeling won't remind me of you
It took some time now I knowI
t's a little too late
I'm in this world all alone
Now I see it's over
Out of time
I wish I never said goodbye
For all the times that I never tried
I couldn't find your love when I lost my way
But as time went on and on
I denied we were meant to be
Now I'm dying cause I couldn't see
I threw it away
Now it's a little too late
It should have been easy
It seemed so hard
I could never say that we were better apart
I should have been the one to hold you
I should have been the one you run to
Turned around just in time to see a fading memory of you
It took some time now I know
It's a little too late
I'm in this world all alone
Now I see it's over
Out of time
I wish I never said goodbye
For all the times that I never tried
I couldn't find your love when I lost my way
But as time went on and on
I denied we were meant to be
Now I'm dying cause I couldn't seeI threw it away
Now it's a little too late
I remember when I said goodbye
I can't forget the tears that you cried
I pretend that I was over you
I let you go and I don't know why
You took some time now I know
I wish I never said goodbye
For all the times that I never tried
I couldn't find your love when I lost my way
But as time went on and on
I denied we were meant to be
Now I'm dying cause I couldn't see
I threw it away
Now it's a little too late
):
Maybe I missed you
Maybe it's true
Maybe I didn't do enough to hold onto you
Maybe you'll think back
On the good times we had
Maybe one day this feeling won't remind me of you
It took some time now I knowI
t's a little too late
I'm in this world all alone
Now I see it's over
Out of time
I wish I never said goodbye
For all the times that I never tried
I couldn't find your love when I lost my way
But as time went on and on
I denied we were meant to be
Now I'm dying cause I couldn't see
I threw it away
Now it's a little too late
It should have been easy
It seemed so hard
I could never say that we were better apart
I should have been the one to hold you
I should have been the one you run to
Turned around just in time to see a fading memory of you
It took some time now I know
It's a little too late
I'm in this world all alone
Now I see it's over
Out of time
I wish I never said goodbye
For all the times that I never tried
I couldn't find your love when I lost my way
But as time went on and on
I denied we were meant to be
Now I'm dying cause I couldn't seeI threw it away
Now it's a little too late
I remember when I said goodbye
I can't forget the tears that you cried
I pretend that I was over you
I let you go and I don't know why
You took some time now I know
I wish I never said goodbye
For all the times that I never tried
I couldn't find your love when I lost my way
But as time went on and on
I denied we were meant to be
Now I'm dying cause I couldn't see
I threw it away
Now it's a little too late
):
2:43 AM
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
"Tomorrow there's no school so lez go drink some more redbull"
- Orson/No Tomorrow
10:27 PM
What I'm going through right now would be an internal conflict and battle that is on my own accord and nothing to do with any certain person, nor should this someone give a hoot cause its something thats within me and nothing to do with him/her. For I have the rights to lead my own life and feel however I feel about things. How things affect me and how I get over events that have occured in my life isnt any of anybody's business, nor is it left out for that person to judge and call me names like being two faced and blaming me for how I feel, cause thats absolutely ridicuolous if you ask me, especially when its how I feel on the inside.
On a lighter note, I'm glad today was a productive day in school, really sat down and just did my work straight for a coupla hours. I hope the next few weeks would be as productive as it was today. It's gonna be like the submission of everything we've all worked for in our 3 years here at SP and it'd better be a helluva submission. Got back not too long ago and I'm contemplating between sleeping now till 1am ish to my work all the way till school OR doing now till my eyes cant stay open and just head to bed. Hmm.
8:10 PM
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Even though all's forgiven and not said of anymore, we're on talking conditions and things have been okay since, it kinda makes me uncomfortable that I see you so many times a week, that we share the same group of friends, not only one but two. That you have a crush on my friend (as if its not awkawrd enough that you're the ex and she's my friend), that you happen to turn up and be there for so many occasions of my life. That you're always around so many times even though I wished that I didn't have to see you. That things are in this current situation.
It's not that I'm trying to start an arguement or anything for that matter nor am I saying its the other party's fault but rather one of my own internal battle. Not that I have any feelings of any sort anymore (hell no) but more of the fact that I really wish for a closure between us and seeing you this often is making it awkward and even makes me go 'errk' sometimes.It's not easy, and it hasn't been, even though we're cool and friends. It's just uncomfortable, on my part.
9:32 PM
Monday, January 17, 2011
What a day it was, tiring indeed. Sure going to be a tiring one tomorrow too. I'd better head to bed now/real soon. My arms ache. Got a lotta things on my mind and important decisions to make, with the final submission coming up in 2 and a half week's time. Time is a really important factor right now, REALLY IMPORTANT. Cant be wasting anymore time doing nonsense, its time to wake up my idea and get down to serious work.
1:16am
1:08 AM
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
Beautiful lyrics! This falls under the catagory of the songs that I have in my itunes but forgot that I have it. Came across it again at an adidas shop when I was with wenxin and mm. Okay I'd better get back to work. Tata.
3:40 PM
Sunday, January 9, 2011
After a week since school reopened, it hasn't been a really productive week to be honest. Time to step it up and really get down to work and make the best out of this remaining 3 weeks for the final submission. I'm really scared to be honest, of whether I would be able to do the best that I can. Okay Im off to sleep, gotta get my body clock right so I can wake on time for school.
10:44 PM
Saturday, January 8, 2011
SOMEONE FIND THIS SHOP AND BRING ME TO IT QUIIIIICK.
12:47 AM
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
3 weeks holiday was helluva holiday, stayovers, Christmas, Phuket and going out. And now that its back to school its kinda a bittersweet feeling. I guess the stress level just went up because we were reminded that our final submission is just due 5 weeks time. Feels too soon for me to be honest, oh well.
It's the new year and 2010 has been an alright year for me I guess. Not too sure what to be expecting this 2011, a better year I hopee.
Today marks the first day of the NUS open competition and the guys are gonna be playing their first match today against NP. Would be going down with the girls to watch the match, and then come thursday its the girls game against SMU.
AP report submission later on in the day! Till then.
9:43 AM
WAZZA
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