KAY BACK TO WORK MY FLENZ.

9:45 PM

What if I still missed you?

1:09 AM

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

I swear recently my days have been revolving around, CADDING, training, cadding, training, school. Tired, really tired. Haven't so much adjusted to the whole school + cca altogether since the hols have just been cca and going out.

Also been really tired from the shyte thats happening, I don't even know why I mentioned it here, its not even worth being up here on my blog. Ugh! Makes me so mad even thinking about it. Oh well, shit happens.

Off to dinner bye.

10:21 PM

Sunday, October 24, 2010

THE SHAVEN SIDE IS GROWING. I'd really like to cut that haircut in the photo below! So very much. Im just scared I turn out to look like a total kuku instead, haha!

Webcam with the sister and family today ^^ Im happy you're doing fine theree. Love you :)

Dillah's 21st birthday celebration @ ecp last night.

11:17 PM

Saturday, October 23, 2010

Its 2:30am in Singapore, and 5:30am in Melbourne. I didnt get to talk to you today.

I wonder how are you coping with the lifestyle there, really hope you're fine and well. Im aware of the fact that so many posts have been about how much I miss you and all. I'm not surprised if people thought I was mourning or something. Just that Ive never had the feeling of someone so close to me be away, esp for you when the next time Id see you would be months away. Still, Im learning to be more independent.

Theres this constant reminder of the fact that you're so far away whenever I walk pass your room to get to mine. So many times I wish you were there, even if you were sleeping, just as long as you're there. Its saturday already, gon be a long day with plans both in the day and at night. Have a great day everyone~

2:29 AM

I found the first picture to be rather amusing, haha. Rest are just a few I saved from yesterday and today, with the 2nd one being one sent by a dear friend :)

Dinner with cousin peiying earlier on :) Dinner-chat-chat-chat-walkabout-frozenyoghurt. Today was great, sure needed a break from the stress and the friend drama shyte. Thanks for being there and understanding. Love ya cuzzin^^

2:02 AM

Thursday, October 21, 2010

Some people are just not worth the time and energy, if those you thought were your friends just couldnt accept you as you are, dont bother trying to change just to please that one person. Cause true friends tell you both your good and bad points but at the same time love you entirely as you are. So don't change, just cause someone has a problem with it. That, at the end of the day becomes their problem.

Just had to let some steam off. Been kinda an emotional wreck, not that much but more than I usually would be. Im not all noisy retarded and happy 24/7, Ive got problems, friendship problems, fears and everything too. Oh well, I guess in life shit gets thrown at yah and you meet such people as well. With my sis being thousands of kilometres away aint making things any better, infact makes it worse. I miss you jiejie )': You have no idea how many times I wish you were here, IN THE FLESH, with mee. Well but I sure am blessed with friends who stick through the shyte with me :) Some who just never fail to put that smile back on your face(kay I know how cheesy I sound) -sigh- Lord I just need the strength to get through this shyte.

Was on tumblr, itunes on shuffle and the song came on when I came across this picture, coincidence. (Blink 182/I miss you)

9:51 PM

Monday, October 18, 2010

Semester To-Dos

1. Sleep earlier! (which leads to point 2)
2. To be on time for school
3. Be more hardworking, do work FIRST instead of going on facebook/twitter when I come home (try luh huh^^)
4. (Non academic related) Invest in a cheap guitar and learn! (Highly impossible just thinking of id have any free time for this, heh!)
5. Pick up on ma polo skillz, still a lot to learn!

Well first day of school was pretty alright I guess, it was actually the FIRST time I dreaded the start of a semester, hmm beats me. Did documentation and slight development of plans from the comments given from JC3, did some Barbarella impersonation with amanda, fug funny.

And with that everybardy, goodnight.

I love this picture of the both of us. You were holding my haaand^^ I miss you so much, just now on the way back after mummy and daddy fetched me from the gig for a brief moment I thought you were like already sleeping in your room or something. But then I realised no )': I really wish you were heree, even though you have been in aussie slightly over a week only its been really different without you and I don't know how Ima go about 3 years with you being so faaaar away.