Tuesday, September 28, 2010
I've got friends who appreciate me for who I am. You're just not one of them.
1:36 AM
Sunday, September 26, 2010
It never really dawned on me that I would spend months and nights alone till you come back from Australia, or even till the day I see you in the flesh where I can hug you, lean my head on your shoulder, irritate the crap outta you, do the occasional whack on the arm, hold your hand. Sure there's skype where I can see your face and talk to you. But its just not the same, it wont be, and I know it. Words can't and won't be able to explain how much I am going to miss you. Things sure won't be the same around when you're gone. But I am going to wait, and look so very forward till the day you come home. (or when I fly there to visit you) I can't handle this kinda things, no doubt Ima cry my eyes out at the airport. But who cares how swollen my eyes are gonna be and how awful I'm going to look. You're worth those awkward stares, heeh. And I love you so much you mean the world to me. You going is as if a part of me is being ripped away. Okay, a huge part of me. I wish you didn't have to go )': I'll miss you so much.
I love you.
I love you.
10:01 PM
I certainly don't need shitty friends like you.
5:26 PM
Saturday, September 25, 2010
FIRSTLY, I WOULD LIKE TO THANK SARAH CHIA FOR LETTING ME BORROW HER UNDERWATER CAMERA :)
Jurong wave pool with the sister and cousin today! And yes we brought the camera (well, py and myself) and took the slide with it trying desperately to capture images while going down the slide heeh! Well it was fun!
Aaand look what I've got heree (GOOD OL' BUBBLE WRAP)Ah so this week's been tiring, with training and going out. The week just went by like that. There goes one week of the holidays, only 3 more. To get the whole (training/doing of work/spending time with loved ones&friends) thing together, basically even without school this week's been pretty hectic and tiring. Maybe also due to the fact that there hasn't been training in quite awhile.
& elmo's on youtube! The top left thing, super cute or what.
Ah anyway, isnt it frustrating how people see only one side of you (say for me the super noisy and retarded side) and decide to place their judgements on you with all the words childish immature and such when you yourself know very well that you're not all that. And that maybe you got other friends who are actually more worth of your time cause they know you for you really are? (both retarded and how serious you can be). Beyond what others choose to see thats on the outside.
But then again, thats how I am generally/most of the time, noisy and what not. So who are we to blame them when thats the side we choose to show and on their part making assumptions based on what they see of me? With that, goodnight.
But then again, thats how I am generally/most of the time, noisy and what not. So who are we to blame them when thats the side we choose to show and on their part making assumptions based on what they see of me? With that, goodnight.
ONE MORE THING.
Its so fuggin frustrating everytime you try to plan an event(say hang out or just to eat) for your friends and people want to make things difficult, say you suggest a place and then they complain but at the end of the day they dont suggest anything else? Or they'd only decide to go if they knew who else was going, or! Everyone asks the same bleddy question on who's going and it just impossible to answer. And if only say 2/3 people are going we just decide to call the entire thing off?
I realise how frustrated I am over a few things sometimes. Okay and I'm aware of how much of a selfish biatch I sound like right now but sometimes its just good to let it out. But remember not to look back.
12:53 AM
Saturday, September 18, 2010
Its damn fking screwed up, dont you got no rights or any face to stand up for what you believe in, instead of just following them? You should've known better, instead of just trying to find fault with others and get pissed and angry or whatever shit it is. Get your own fuggin opinion.
And stand up for what you believe in. (or at least try to.) To save whatever little dignity I have left of you.
10:55 PM
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Don't go ):
12:42 AM
Monday, September 13, 2010
I DID IT. I feel some sense of achievement,haha!
Crit tomorrow and its time to go through my slides again to get ready for tomorrow, Im scared shit outta my wits man.
11:56 PM
Sunday, September 12, 2010
Not too sure when this song came about but Im guessing it was during the 90s.
Good stuff, why don't artistes produce songs like these anymore, boy do I miss 90s music. And I know however impossible, I wished the radio played 80s and 90s music. Early 2000s is fine too heh, THE MUSIC INDUSTRY IS NYGAH. Investing in artistes that can barely sing, or require loads of autotune and that shiat. I get so turned off listening to the radio sometimes.
Kay, to make an appointment tmr for my haircut! Woohoo, excited outta my butt, haha. And crit on tuesday. Scared shit outta my wits.
11:38 PM
Buncha stuff I been saving from tumblr-ing these past few days. The pictures aint in any particular order. To dinner with my parents, sis hada work. We all don't go out as often as we did when my sis and I were younger, but we still do and thats just :) Im really thankful for my family. (Okaay I have no idea why the sudden getting emotional thing! haha)
Awesome stuff beloww, be it funny, retarded, cool quotes/pictures/hairstyles, whatever! Have fun looking! (which due to copyright issues I'll claim that I dont own any of them.)
Awesome stuff beloww, be it funny, retarded, cool quotes/pictures/hairstyles, whatever! Have fun looking! (which due to copyright issues I'll claim that I dont own any of them.)
2:30 AM
Oh my hair, from year one till now. All pics from my pics under the archi folder in my com (lazy to go about to find others) Not like its changed much since it grew longer, except for the occasional trim. Never really changed anything about but to just let it grow out and to be honest Im getting kinda bored of it.
I would like to shave abit off the side of my hair, the right side to be exact. So what if I look retarded, you're only young once :)
P.s- Im quite excited to see howzit gonna look. Wish me luck!
1:06 AM
Friday, September 10, 2010
Step Up 3 was greeeaaat. Its so great that Im watching it again online.
I'm starting to watch movies online now, never been the kind to. But I guess its a good way to kill time heh. Now that the holidays are here, AGAIN. And looking for a job that actually hires people for only a month is pretty hard to findd. No way man, I have to find a part time job to work during this hols. And I've got work to catch up on as well. So there. 2 main things to do during the hols, get a job & do work. & also hanging with ma maytez.
11:34 PM
Saturday, September 4, 2010
FINALLY. Submission is now over. One of the more submissions to come, I'd admit I started work too late for this submission. We were given a 3 week YOG break and I spent the entire first (okay maybe a bit of the 2nd week) doing ANYTHING but work >: Rushed for the remaining 2 weeks or so, not good maan- the quality and the effect it has on the body. There were days I slept at 7am, 5am, 3am and for the last night before submission didnt sleep. Well, only for an hour or so.
Thats me last night after coming home from dinner with da mates. Tired like anything. Was on the com only for bit and then I slept till 2pm heh. WHICH AFTER I HAD to go to ACSI for an water polo invitational thing. We won 1st btw, awesome job guys :) (despite the ref being super bias!) So much for talking about lack of sleep when its now 4 in the morning, haha.
Thats me last night after coming home from dinner with da mates. Tired like anything. Was on the com only for bit and then I slept till 2pm heh. WHICH AFTER I HAD to go to ACSI for an water polo invitational thing. We won 1st btw, awesome job guys :) (despite the ref being super bias!) So much for talking about lack of sleep when its now 4 in the morning, haha.
The medall :) -haha notice the sudden change in expression
One of the days at national lib w mates and hendricks decided to gimmie a video call right in the middle of the national library heh :B
See you on monday for breakfast alright!
Oh and the new ipod nano lookin not so great yo. It looks as if someone cut off both the ends of the ipod, just lookatit! Saw it on the apple website, speaking of new products, there's a new ipod touch too. WHICH HAS A VIDEO CALL OPTION. WHICH IS SO FREAKING RETARDED cause if thats the thing, people might as well get an iphone. Or not get an iphone and just use the ipod touch. AND VIDEO RECORDING, what is thaaat!
Aiyah whatever la, haha don't know I sound so pissed at for anyway, haha! Well thats the reason why I stick to the classic one, its still the best if you ask me. And I reeally feel ipod touch/iphones are all overrated. REALLY OVERRATED.
Man im so hungry right now I would really like to give macdonalds a ring for macdelivery (BREAKFAST STYLE~) JUST HEARD MY TUMMEH GRUMBLE.
Jared Leto, lookin' fiiiine :B Errybody should check out the song 'Closer to the edge' by them, GOOD STUFF.
Aaaand, my favourite actor.
With that, goodnight :B
4:15 AM
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
It was a choice you made and who am I to judge but to just stand and watch you going on about your life. I saw how you looked over and I really don't know what is it that you want to do. This whole thing happened so fast and I really don't and could probably never understand why you did what you did/make those decisions. I'm still finding it hard to react to this whole thing and I really don't know how should I face you again.
I just feel like I've been replaced.
But then again, maybe we both just deserved someone else.
10:18 PM
WAZZA
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