CHARLENE, 19 DECEMBER



don't die a copy
Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Who are we think our little relationship/friendship/submission and school work problems are the world and start treating them like the biggest problems in our lives when we fail to see the bigger picture that there is actually more to this. When would we stop and take a look around at others. That there are people out there in the world who have bigger problems than our little trival ones, people who don't know whats in store for them even for the next day where would they sleep, get their meals and all that. Life's more than what we percieve our own little problems to be, if we'd only open up and look around.

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I didn't know what to say or how to react when you told me what you did and I must say I am probably the worst person anyone could come to for advice when it comes to things like such. Its an issue that affects many others too I'm sure. Things like that is surely beyond my grasp or control. But one thing I know is that I'm always here for you, should you need someone to listen to. I'm probably the best person for that, heh since I'm not that good with my words. I just hope with all my heart that you'd make the right choice which I'm sure you would. Just remember, that I'm here for you, always. Take care.
11:50 PM


I am so tireeed ): Haven't been sleeping well for the past 2 nights. Slept at 7am sat night and 5am last night. This is what architecture does to the bodyy.

MY MODEL. Its pretty messy heh, doesn't stack up well cause its detachable and done floor by floor! Maybe the fact that my laptop spoilt was a blessing in disguise, so that I could actually start on my physical model. Cause if not I'd prolly not have done it, so yeah.

(BROKEN COLUMN @ BOTTOM RIGHT, HAHA!)

CHECK OUT THE MESS I MADE OF MY ALREADY MESSY TABLE! (ignore the snoopy!)

National library with the homiezz again tomorrow :B

1:32 AM

Sunday, August 29, 2010

NEW LCD SCREEN WELCOME, finally got it fixed and I just had to use my webcam, haha after not using for so many years.
Yes I look like a total dingbat but who gives! Heh, I love that shirt btw. Lep Zep shirrrt. Okay so that was me at 11pm ish


And this is me at 4am, Im so tired oh please shoot me. (Yes Im wearing the same shirt, I havent showered, PAHAH) Ah but I HAVE to finish the model by todayy! Then tmr finish all the other stuff.

4:06 AM

Friday, August 27, 2010

Sometimes I wonder what the hell am I doing with my life. Was
architecture even my first choice or passion in the first place to begin
with? Do we try to excel in whatever we're doing, get good grades just so
we can meet parents expectations, meet the expectations of others to
save face? And then with that we can further continue our education and
get a good job so that we'd have enough money to lead a comfortable
enough life to enjoy?

What's life to you.

Whatever happened to the simple things in life that make us smile, the things that make us happy. Say finding the right one and just being with him/her, or just living each day not worrying about tomorrow and fearing for the future. Where money didn't rule the hearts of so many. What happened to those days, I wonder. Were there even days like that to begin with?
6:46 PM


What is like to have found love?
4:48 PM


Yes my left hand still smells of garlic. Wonderful.
Stayed home the entire day, it feels so unnatural, like the day didn't really pass by or something. Cause most of the time I'm sitting at my desk on the com. Cept to eat and toilet breaks of course.

20 new songs today! A mixture of converting youtube files/downloading and songs sent by logen, I trust the music he sends me cause he knows well the kind I like/listen to. Music buddeh!~

HM. So my ipod/itunes been taking really long to sync lately, could it be the number of new songs that I've been adding I don't know, but its taking a really long time! More than twice the usual time it does to sync. Ah and Im really craving for ice cream/frozen yoghurt now.

I realise ever paragraph is on something different, and so would this one be! Submission's in 6 days, how the hell am I going to finish everything seriously. Im screwed inside out and all around man. Better work my butt off these few days.

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1:22 AM

Thursday, August 26, 2010

MY LEFT HAND STILL REEKS OF GARLIC FROM COOKIN YESTERDAY BODOHHHHH.
11:16 AM


Was talking to a friend about stuff, a whole lotta stuff actually, gave me a lotta insight on life and love and other stuff. Next 2 photos that round up the looong conversation.

Aaand next 2 are my heartfelt emotions~ haha! No, really. The photo right below? I guess that makes me a coward.

Well the one below is kinda how I am, and from the type of music I listen, the friend mentioned above came up with a few facts that I'm more personal, that I keep things in my life etc, this just a jiss of what he came up with, the others were pretty accurate if you ask me, including this one too. Hence the quote in the 2nd picture down.


And with that Im going to bed :)

3:08 AM

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

REMEMBER THESE GUYS!! DAMN CUTE.

HAIR HIGHLIGHTS. I am going to get mine soon! I like hers, but not gonna do so light a colour.

On youtube listening to Bodies by Drowning Pool and as always I was scrolling down the comments and I saw this, made me laugh and go "HELLYEAH"
It was a comment by a user named TheCondemnedProphet and he said this:

"LISTEN UP EVERYONE VERY IMPORTANT
The rock nation will be attacking Justin Biebers BABY video
on September 1st onward ... Remember to dislike, put a comment and flag on the baby vid on sep 1.
We need your help to destroy this modern autotune music that
has ruled the world. Copy paste this comment on every good music
video such as: Metallica, Dio, AC/DC, led zep, the doors, Beatles,Rolling Stones, Iron Maiden, hendrix
Guns n' Roses, etc.
Thumbs up 2 this plan"

This spidey tatoo's really cool if you ask me :) The other 2 photos below are just nice photos.


THIS, IS REAL TALENT. From Swedish Idol, this one of my favs out of those I seen, got about 13tabs all opened on that alone, they're really great. Far better than American Idol really. Below's those awesome auditions,(same thumbnail but its different!) k the first one ain't as good as the rest. But I really really love em all, could hear it all day long.

12:24 AM

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Did something to the template, no more links and tagboard and all that anymore :/ Still kept the old template one though, should I have any intentions of changing it back heh.

A week ago Id be at USS with peiying.
This the first photo I took, what I really like bout it is the colours:) it is the colours.


7:54 PM


PASTA MANIA DELIVERY. Last I ordered was during ITP, Ju and I ordered the day we got our first part of the pay heh, not the kindest thing to our pockets that day. (k la that sentence structure sounds weird but whatever) I like their website! (this isn't the delivery page, its the catering one, I like how they made it scrapbook-ey like)

WOULDN'T YOU LIKE TO HAVE THIS IN YOUR HOUSE! I know I would!

I don't know about others but this quite true for me heh

My tummy just grumbled, I heard it. The only thing that's on my mind right now is food, SPEAKING of food! It was my first tripto Wendy's with the polozz after training, the meal sarah & I ordered came with a free frostie(ice cream) which we never finished cause on top of our meals we ordered the baked potato thing, it was a great first visit AND I SURE WOULD GO BACK AGAIN.

http://www.ourstage.com/ Website for new artistes, I only go to the rock genre nvr really heard of the other stuff yet, was introduced to this site by a friend. At the top right it shows that its a partner of MTV and then I wonder why isn't MTV playing songs like these but instead all the fuzzy stuff they're playing right now.

12:41 PM


Looking for a new blogskin hurhur. (okay so maybe after seeing mary change hers it SUBCONSCIOUSLY came to me that I might wana change my blogskin too heh). Didn't really find that nice skins but some that are pretty cool. And out of them I only saved one link, THE REST ARE GONEE. OH WELL.

My first blogskin! Hendricks helped me pick this one while creating the blog for me :) Thought of using it again heh.

My 2nd skin! I REALLY LIKE THIS ONE TOO :B (the green monsters super cute or what)A nice scrapbook one I came across!
ANOTHER SCRAPBOOK ONE
Actually considering changing to thiss
Ilikethis! Though im not too sure where the posts gna go
Back from training(gotta kick the habit of going late >:(
Did some facade studies, better get started on structural tmr, & read up on aircon lecture. What a wonderful tuesday its gonna be, whee~
12:55 AM

Sunday, August 22, 2010

1. TUMBLR IS EVIL.
It takes you away from doing your work (haha maybe its just that I dont have self control) well in MY DEFENCE. You go with the idea of going to one or 2 that you usually see, AND THEN because people reblog stuff you'd just end up going to other tumblrs and linking to others and so on..



2. THERE SHOULDN'T BE A YOG BREAK
It just gets everyone into the holiday mood and theres little sense of motivation to work on our submission. (Study for exams for other courses that is,)



3. I THINK TRIBAL TATOOS ARE COOL
Not those super huge ones tho



4. FOR EVERY 5MINS OF DOING WORK
I spend half an hour doing something else on the net ):



5. I SHOULD REALLY CONTINUE ON MY WORK RIGHT NOW.
1:32 PM


I came here not having anything specific in mind to say~
HMM.

Okay so Baybeats was pretty cool, not so much into the screamo stuff though. And because I cant stand the smell of ciggies it wasn't exactly the freshest air around there. Got myself a lanyard.

Gotta love the Scorpions MAAN.

OH and I came across this site http://www.songkick.com/, its a website where you can track your fav artistes to see when theyre touring, where to all that stuff. I registered to be a member :)

To school in the morning for swim training, who wakes up to got for 930am training on a saturday morning! Haha k la so I was late. Aaaand its back to work.

P.S- PANDAN SNOWSKIN MOONCAKE IS DUH BOMB.

11:09 AM

Saturday, August 21, 2010

From http://fyeahparanoidparrot.tumblr.com/,
Haha I SWEAR ITS REALLY QUITE FUNNY. All these up here are all that I relate with HAHA.






(Similar to the one above heeh, my personal fav btw)


3:05 AM

Friday, August 20, 2010

Got back from vivo awhile ago, to the harbourfront hawker for my lunch/dinner while sisz went for work. Page one to look @ some archi books on facades and stuff HOPING I could somehow get some sorta inspiration, managed to sneak a few photos using my phone heeheh.

Was actually deciding for abit on whether to go home and continue on my 3d modelling or PAGEONE, went with the fact that I needed inspiration for my projectt, its nice to just have some alone time sometimes. Stayed there for about an hour. Speaking of 3dmodelling was talking to ridz and we were saying how we told ourselves we'd never to use revit (not so much of rebelling but its of the fact its a new programme and we're not that used to it and all that)

TODAY, is the first day of baybeats and Im not there boo. Really wanted to listen to
Carlos Castano, Car Crash Hearts and Cockpit. OHWELL. Tomorrow!

Saw this on http://leloveimage.blogspot.com/ and I like this post! (secretly hoping something like that would happen for me, HAH.) Kay so I'll just plonk the entire post right here.

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WEDNESDAY, AUGUST 18, 2010
dreamlike

It was as if you had a spell over me. I was alone and backpacking through Europe. You started talking to me on the metro. I remember the easiness that came with talking to you, the interest I had in what you had to say, and how special I felt with your eyes peeled only on me. We spent the next 48 hours together, you and me. We talked and laughed about music and movies but also opened up to each other about things that mattered. You were so intelligent. Even as we walked through galleries and museums in such a historical setting as Europe, I learned more from your stories, your point of view, and your lease on life. And just 48 hours later, our time was up. Trains booked going opposite directions, more places to go and people to meet. Strangers merely a few days ago, why did my heart ache so much as you walked me to the train station and kissed me goodbye? I don’t think I’ll ever see you again, but that’s okay. Because you made me feel like I was in a beautiful dreamlike world for 48 hours, and now I know that I can’t settle for anything less. Because after meeting you, I have a taste of what it feels like to find someone extremely special, and I dream about the day when I will meet a guy that makes me as happy as you did for decades and decades to come rather than just 48 hours.
-A

POSTED BY LE LOVE AT 11.24PM

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7:50 PM

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Dinner after training and Im still hungry. HURRRH~~

I just had a real loser moment. So I took out an old bracelet that I haven't worn in a while and for some reason decided to try it on. Moment I expanded the elastic to fit it through my wrist THE THING SNAPPED AND THE BEADS FELL EVERYWHERE ONTO THE FLOOR. I bet I only picked up like one third of the beads.

At dinner today sarah mentioned about trying CORNFLAKES + CONDENSED MILK. Sure sounds like some heavenly goodness, haha! I shall try it soon. Once the cornflakes stock at home is restored.



This combination of koko krunch and milo is personally my fav at the moment :) I remember eating this when I was a kid, and Im still lovin it.
1:06 AM

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

COMMITMENT VS COMPANY
Something to think about! Was talking to mary on this and yeah, something to think about :)

Its 2:20am and I've yet to go to bed whats wrong with mee. Really quick posty post post, and then to sleep! UNIVERSAL STUDIOS with peiying jie2 today. More photos if I got the time to! IT WAS FUNFUNFUN. Love yah cuzzin :)

2:20 AM

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

I spent the past few hours downloading 3D Studiomax into my com and its not even done yet.
2:02 AM

Sunday, August 15, 2010

So I did this a week ago, put it up, took it down and decided to put it up again. Hurrh.



It was really great hearing from you again after so long, upon recieving that fb message from you it made me smile. What happened almost 2 years ago was something I would never forget and even though things didnt continue to be like how it was Im really grateful that we still have that friendship and its definitely something worth treasuring :) Though I miss it so, it wouldn't hurt to go back to how it was, would it? I sure miss what we had back then.


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YESTERDAY! Ridz gave me this link and I swear it just increased ma love for Jim Carrey by THIS MUCH MORE. Hes damn funny ILOVEHIM.


JAMES MORRISON. With a voice like that? Marry me already! Hahah! K la Im being retarded now. And ima sucker for awesome seranade-ey voices huhrr! I always liked the idea of being serenaded teehee :B

GOODNIGHT WORLD.

11:10 PM


I did this :)
(click pic to enlarge!)

12:34 AM

WAZZA


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