CHARLENE, 19 DECEMBER



don't die a copy
Wednesday, December 23, 2009

PEOPLE are joining retarded facebook groups like "I wet my toothbrush before putting toothpaste on it", like whuut?
Touch trg yesterday, field was muddy, not nice. We learnt a new move too! Polo trg in the morning and met amanda clarissa mary sam @ high wall and climbed a bit. and im aching allover now, HAHA so weak.
Anyway,
Thought about a lotta stuff as I was walking home, super long walk in and had a lot on my mind.
Going out t dinner, and im late alr, as usual. Later alligators.






You said you'd always be here
wheres this going?
should I even do something about it
or just leave it be.
help?
5:39 PM

Monday, December 21, 2009

I'm sorry
im sorry i screwed it up for everyone
im sorry i made things so difficult for things to be organised
i never intended to make things complicated
it hurts when i know how upset you got with me.
5:30 PM

Monday, December 14, 2009

Time check: 11.47pm

Polo training today, since about 2 weeks, and its the start of becoming darker again since trainings are 1030am-1pm. The sun was damn intense today, like during the later part of training and while the girls were subbing out during the match, could really feel the heat on my back man, GLOBAL WARMING! D: We're all doomed, and we're gonna die very soon due to heat stroke i swear, skin hurts cause its slightly burnt and my face is so dryy, gonna get wrinkles by the age of 19 man.

Anw didnt go back t school today to do any work cz i was so damn tired, after not exercising for 2 weeks my fitness has dropped so much, not that it was even good to begin with,HAH. Okay not something to be proud of. Face slightly burnt and back is dam black right now, cant even imagine the colour i'll become after theses 3 weeks of holiday :/ Going back t school tomorrow to get some work done, but aint going so early, feel like sleeping late tomorrow morning heh, prolly go school around 12pm or smt.

AAND SIMS is so awesome i swear, haha yeah so everyone's playing like sim2 or 3? (haha i dont even know if theres until 3) so yeah installed the house party and hot date expansion pack. Goin sch tmr, bye.
11:47 PM

Sunday, December 13, 2009

I NEED TO UPGRADE THE RAM OF MY LAPTOP.
5:46 PM

Friday, December 11, 2009

I remember seeing this on tv mobile on the bus and i wanted t laugh so badly but couldn't cause i figured people'd look @ me like im some psycho.

HAHAHAHHA! (Just for laughs)


Last day of school for the term, went t watch planet 51 with mates, haha its quite a funny show really. Anw the month of december has some good movies, like new moon(i thought it was alright even though majority thought it sucked haha,) and theres avatar, case 39, mulan, the princess & the frog and lastly a Christmas carol, okay so i named like half of all the movies thats showing/gon be showing in cinemas haha.

So holidays are here, and submission on the first week of school, how awesome eh? Plus holidays are gon be priddy busy, with polo training now mon wed and fri cause of IVP sometime in jan. Then theres touch also, AND WORK TO DO FOR THE SUBMISSION ON THE FIRST WEEK OF SCHOOL. D:

I remember having a dairy when i was younger to write every regardless significant / insignificant event when i was younger, i love doing that and yeah, i realised i miss having a dairy, i dont know if all the other kids did it then, but yeah ive stopped doing that and i guess its also cause i starting blogging, maybe i should just stop blogging haha, dont know, just sometimes i really disike the idea of knowing that people, or esp people that you wish didnt read your blog for that matter, reading about what i did for the day/whats going on in my life or stuff like that. (okay the sentence wasn't really phrased properly but heck, ahhah couldn't bother to rephrase it.) So yeah, maybe i should stop posting so much nemore, and start the old skool dairy thingo again :)

Speaking of which, i needa get an A5 size book for myself, some planner thingo luh, but without any lines. Did a planner thing with paper from muji and stuff many months back but havent got the time to get everything binded together, cause the book i made's a hardcover and haven't found a place that binds hard cover stuff,yeah.

So anw,IKEA dinner, good stuff, LOVIN THE MEATBALL SAUCE :) Yeah so im getting fatter, from one week plus of no exercise, JUST ONE WEEK. I hate the rate at how much weight i put on, and i dont exactly have the highest metabolic rate around, how life sucks, haha oh well.

11:19 PM

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Testing out a new font. Arial!
After spending so many hours doing the model, the lecturers didnt even look at the model during interim. Heard from the rest who had crit already that they don't really look at the model, true enough, they dont, haha sometimes they didnt even ask "where's your model?" And i spent the entire night doing it while i could've done my autocad la -.- and why do i feel like ive posted something like this before, or something of that sort.

Stayed in studio till bout 6ish, after interim crit and so wanted to make the necessary changes to my section but was too tired to do anything at the moment so attempted to sleep in studio but couldnt, haha ended up playing need for speed :D heh, and went back to sleep, and was woken up by the year1's making SO MUCH NOISE -.- so did practically nothing till ridz and eric finshed up their stuff. Headed to zam zam for dinner, BEST CHICKEN MURTABAK! Hahah so i didnt finish it, but because there was damn a lot! Sat somewhere to just shit around, ahhaa damn retarded, been a while since we all went out cause with school/submission and all, but was good hanging out again. Made a couple of really retarded videos, haha but hell, they were damn funny :) Logen's cam died halfway while we were watching it, gon be watching it in school tomorrow, haha CAN'T WAIT.

10am in school tomorrow for the briefing thingo regarding MDR submission when school reopens, SUBMISSION FIRST WEEK OF SCHOOL MAN, BEST. The 3 weeks holiday's gotta be a working one. There's touch rug camp from the 18th-19th dec and kelong 20th-22nd dec, its gon be 5 tiring but fun days :) hols are coming soon, but would be coming back t studio to be doing work cause my laptop is so darn slow it lags even when i open autocad, how can it lag when im drawing 2D lines! haha crazy laptop, yeah so am gon try get the ram upgraded during the holidays. And i know this is insane but poly gives too many holidays seriously, and all at the wrong timing of the year, well, sorta.

Ahh I swear facebooks is starting to become retarded, with people joining and becoming fans of stupid groups, one example would be something like "We text a lot but when its in person its awkward" or something along that line! haha its really stewpid in my opinion. haha i dont know why people join/become a fan of those pages really. Well maybe different people use fb for diff purposes, am not into the game stuff and all, use it mostly for photos and communication? (hahah if you would call it that) K so off to bed and i just swiped off an ant crawling up my left arm.

PS- IF ANYONE HAS A 'COMPLETE SEED' CRUMPLER OUT THERE TO SELL, 2nd hand is fine (cause im so poor like that) please lemme know cause im looking for one! Condition has to be good, haha if newer the better. (colour doesnt have to be the same as the one in the pic, but colour preferbly dark! :) HAHA ookay so i havent even decided if i should get a new one or buy a second hand one, but i guess best to get a new one of your own eh, yeah. So mebbe i'd get a new one, but without the cash id have to wait till ITP for me to get extra cash, and thats really long later! like months ): or if i could land myself those 2-3 event jobs during the coming hols that would be great cause im really in need of extra cash. Aight then, im off, goodnight my fellow humans.


11:02 PM

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY CLARISSA TAN! :)

Submission's tomorrow and am left with the model and annotations for cad, together with some last minute touches. HOPE I CAN FINISH IT! *cross fingers* and plot by today so i can go home and do the model all the way till tomorrow,YEAAH.

In school now and i just realised my casio watch doesnt fit my wrist perfectly, the kind of watch that when the buckle fits the whole its either too tight or loose that the watch swings around everywhere whenever you lift up your hand or something? hahaha yeah that. Hate that when the same thing happens to belts that you wear. K back to work!

Love the combination of Its my life and confession, good stuff
12:23 PM

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Fever, my head is pounding and im dying, cough, submission in 2 days, yay. And theres no one in studio cept for hon lun and lawrence!
Need some soothing music to tone down the headache, prolly some celine dion or something haha. Feel really shitty, the kind of feeling you get when you fall sick? Yeh that. Well i could see it in this way, 2 more days and im free :)

BACK TO WORK.

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Back home, fever's down :) and yes back to autocad yay. I have less then 48 hours to subsmission/crit. Took a super long time to do the section, which is still under construction, planning to finish it by tonight and then start on ma part plans.





Don't see you in that way, I guess i kinda made it clear and hope you know that, and I'm sorry if I had ever given you the wrong impression. Hanging out, friends do that too? it doesn't mean anything more than that, right? Cause I've always seen you as a friend and always will.
1:58 PM

Monday, December 7, 2009

‘‘Don't text too much because it comes across as desperate. never send two texts in a row for the same reason. no facebook chat every time she logs on, ‘cause that’s desperate too, as is ‘Liking’ everything she posts, so don’t do that either. remember not to ask when we're seeing each other next because nonchalance is key, right? don’t sound to eager when she suggests doing something in the future, remember, nonchalance. when you're out with other people, don’t demand her attention, she's not there just for you. and don't make an issue of her making friends with new guys, that's asking for trouble, you don't want to look jealous and insecure. when she wants to go to sleep before you do, don’t latch onto her because you’ll seem weak, needy, intense.’’


Saw this from the site leloveimage.blogspot.com (a site suh showed to me some time back,) its a really awesome blog i swear, and some stories are really sad while some are realy sweet :) Yeh, should go take a look at it.

On a random note, was looking through old photos of westin during late april (when i had short hair still) ahhaha not that its THAT long now, but longer luh. Yeah realised how much i miss having shorter hair? and im really thinking of chopping my hair off haha. But not till so short luh. Yeahh, so submission's thursday and im still @ section? and i still have the part plans together with the model to make! daaang, CHIONG AH.

10:45 AM

Sunday, December 6, 2009

LOVE.HIM :)
His character is damn sweet i swear.

ITS SUNDAY. Am @ esplanade library now, yes alone, haha what a loser, alone at the library and posting this short post. Anw should be staying here till about 6ish and then off to gramps. Saw ridz at cityhall mrt just now when coming from church. Aaaaand my tooth doesn't hurt anymore, pain's almost gone :)

Crit's on thursday and i still have so much more work t be done. Am here at the library alone , and theres this stupid couple right beside me who cant keep their legs off each other and being so distracting. And this guy who happened to be sharing the powerpoint but using the other one charged his laptop and then somehow my laptop stopped charging, even though the switch was on, maan, least theres still 84% left. Plus the internet in the library's being a bitch that decides to keep disconnecting by itself, but its good i guess, haha keeps me from using the net. k back to work.
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This is some good stuff :)



HAHA and this is some nice shit, its like the theme song for this show that my gramma watches every sunday and i kinda taken a liking to the chorus,HAH! (ONLY the chorus and maybe the intro,hahahah) Yeah so back from gramps and back t work -.-

2:43 PM

Saturday, December 5, 2009

HAVE A TOOTH ACHE, I'm not too sure what it is but, it hurts, somewhere at the bacl of the mouth and i guess its something t do with the growth of a wisdom tooth or something like that. IT HURTS SO BAD that when i ate bk just now it was such a torture to eat it. Every fry i took was pain to my mouth ): well woke but didnt really feel the pain and the only thing i ate was clarissa's chocolate cake in the afternoon and then dinner at bk, i only ate one meal today :/ AND IM FREAKING HUNGRY RIGHT NOW. Daamn, but i have no mood to go find something to eat cause my mouth hurts :( noooo.

Yeah so today we had a surprise birthday thingo for clarissa at vivo! AND I WAS LATE -.- got there when they starting singing happy birthday, gaaah, im so sorreee for being late ): well, hope yah enjoyed today yow! & Its like 4 more days to your birthday! have an awesome one yeah! Went t meet ridz t do work and had ma BK meal which was when i felt the pain, dangit, bussed down t national library to get some work done and then headed home.
12:57 PM

Friday, December 4, 2009

WHY IS TAYLOR LAUTNER DATING TAYLOR SWIFT SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME THE REASON WHY? GAAAAH ):

Watched new moon today with amanda clarissa mary and sam at lido and then yi ting joined us for dinner after. The ending was damn retarded i swear, and no im not saying anything should i destroy the ending for you people out there haha. Awh but jake (taylor lautner) is damn cute i swear, and his character is really sweet :) HE'S MY IDEAL GUY, HAHA IM NOT ASHAMED TO ANNOUNCE THIS TO THE WORLD EVEN THOUGH HE'S A YEAR YOUNGER THAN ME HAHHA. (but technically im not 18 yeat so yeah haha!) Shit i am very aware i sound like some crazed psycho fan, but heck! hahaha!

And taylor swift shouldn't be dating him please! She's so ugh! haha okay so most think there's nothing about her to dislike, BUT idk, even before she was dating taylor lautner i wasn't exactly a fan of her music and all neways, so yeah. PLUS, she won like 5 american awards or smt, when Michael Jackson won 4, HOW IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE TELL ME PLS. Is she that good that she could've won 1 more award than Michael Jackson? (shows how the music has changed so much, all the screwdup music thats being made nowadays :/ ) To be honest all her songs sound very much alike and theres nothing special about her songs if yah ask me, aaand i don't know if i would get caught and send to jail all that for posting such stuff heh.

So yeah, chilled after dinner and then headed home. Crit schedule was out tday, mine's thursday! Guess im really lucky y get a later day, but still, shouldn't slack. Exactly 5 days to finish up everything :/
12:16 AM

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

It's 4:03 and I can't sleep
Without you next to me I
Toss and turn like the sea

If I drown tonight, bring me
Back to life
Breathe your breath in me
The only thing that I still believe
In is you, if you only knew




Omygoodness love this part of the song is superduper nice (which happens to be the chorus btw haha) anw love the part somewhere near the end of the song he sings this in acoustic style, NICE SHIT.

And life could be so simple but you never fail to complicate it every time do you.
4:21 PM

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

HAPPY 1ST DECEMBER
(My favourite month of the year is here! not cause its my birthday, but i guess its the feeling of it being the end of the year and it being the month of Christmas :)
Its 2am right now and im still not asleep! D: going t bed after this post promise. (must.sleep.before.3am :/ okay im just scaring myself here -.- not fun.)

Ke$ha - Tik Tok (Official video)
This is some nice shit, haha though its the kind of music i dont really appreciate cause its the kind of music that i feel is quite junk and all, BUT THIS IS AN EXCEPTION. Though the lyrics are trash, and the lead singer looks like a slut-ish druggie, but still, the tune is nobad, haha i like. (only the tune) aand its on repeat HEH.




This is a cover done on the song above, isnt the upbeat version of the song but its a pretty good cover i feel haha.




Had polo training tday, was late cause was at artfriend with mates t get materials for the facade model thingo. WHICH ONE OF THE WOOD STRIPS THINGO I WANA USE FOR THE COLUMNS BROKE ON THE WAY HOME CAUSE I HIT SOMETHING, DAMMIT ):

Site visit to HORTpark in the afternoon regarding the green wall/landscape stuff. And i swear the weather was damn humid when we were there, its supposed to be the raining season now no? *GLOBAL WARMING ALERT* gaaah.

Artfriend after and then training.
current tunes:
-Ke$ha/Tik Tok
-Shinedown/If you only knew (STILL HOOKED ONTO THIS)
-Scorpions/Send me an angel (awesome old school stuff)

Off to bed,night.

Glad i stuck with that decision :)
1:15 AM

WAZZA


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