KERPOW!

It never really dawned on me that I would spend months and nights alone till you come back from Australia, or even till the day I see you in the flesh where I can hug you, lean my head on your shoulder, irritate the crap outta you, do the occasional whack on the arm, hold your hand. Sure there's skype where I can see your face and talk to you. But its just not the same, it wont be, and I know it. Words can't and won't be able to explain how much I am going to miss you. Things sure won't be the same around when you're gone. But I am going to wait, and look so very forward till the day you come home. (or when I fly there to visit you) I can't handle this kinda things, no doubt Ima cry my eyes out at the airport. But who cares how swollen my eyes are gonna be and how awful I'm going to look. You're worth those awkward stares, heeh. And I love you so much you mean the world to me. You going is as if a part of me is being ripped away. Okay, a huge part of me. I wish you didn't have to go )': I'll miss you so much.

I love you.