KERPOW!

CHARLENE, 19 DECEMBER

don't die a copy

Saturday, September 25, 2010

FIRSTLY, I WOULD LIKE TO THANK SARAH CHIA FOR LETTING ME BORROW HER UNDERWATER CAMERA :)

Jurong wave pool with the sister and cousin today! And yes we brought the camera (well, py and myself) and took the slide with it trying desperately to capture images while going down the slide heeh! Well it was fun!

Aaand look what I've got heree (GOOD OL' BUBBLE WRAP)

Ah so this week's been tiring, with training and going out. The week just went by like that. There goes one week of the holidays, only 3 more. To get the whole (training/doing of work/spending time with loved ones&friends) thing together, basically even without school this week's been pretty hectic and tiring. Maybe also due to the fact that there hasn't been training in quite awhile.

& elmo's on youtube! The top left thing, super cute or what.

Ah anyway, isnt it frustrating how people see only one side of you (say for me the super noisy and retarded side) and decide to place their judgements on you with all the words childish immature and such when you yourself know very well that you're not all that. And that maybe you got other friends who are actually more worth of your time cause they know you for you really are? (both retarded and how serious you can be). Beyond what others choose to see thats on the outside.

But then again, thats how I am generally/most of the time, noisy and what not. So who are we to blame them when thats the side we choose to show and on their part making assumptions based on what they see of me? With that, goodnight.

Its so fuggin frustrating everytime you try to plan an event(say hang out or just to eat) for your friends and people want to make things difficult, say you suggest a place and then they complain but at the end of the day they dont suggest anything else? Or they'd only decide to go if they knew who else was going, or! Everyone asks the same bleddy question on who's going and it just impossible to answer. And if only say 2/3 people are going we just decide to call the entire thing off?

I realise how frustrated I am over a few things sometimes. Okay and I'm aware of how much of a selfish biatch I sound like right now but sometimes its just good to let it out. But remember not to look back.