CHARLENE, 19 DECEMBER



don't die a copy
Friday, August 6, 2010

SENTOSA SENTOSA. BURNT. (HAHH and I think I got my lips burnt as well)

It was fun tho :) THO MA GURLZ DIDNT SHOW D: ditch me ): Sand in my eyes nose mouth and ears,not cool. And all this was after shower, HAHA. Mind you I bathed thoroughly, shampooed my hair twice and bathed my body twice, but it still aint get no sand out from those places D: But it was a great day overall, one of the rare times that we archi kids get a free time like this to just kick back and relax and then after which its back to working on submissions.

Im burnt tho, dont now why but always liked the burnt feeling hurrh :B the peeling part not so fun tho. BUT ONE THING I REALISED is that my face looks rather old and wrinkly up close, prolly due to subburns and lack of TLC ): Its been 2 almost sleepness night due to submission. Okay the first night was a 4hour sleep and then 2nd night a half an hour nap. If its safe to confess something it have to be that I feel like wonderwoman whenever Im able to stay up all night (ESPECIALLY when its to work on a submission or something haha!) Well there are after-effects of staying up, one for sure is exhaustion and the other would be that one moment Id be even more retarded than usual and the following day and quiet as a mouse the next. Okay im tired,goodnight.

The one thing im feeling now:


Funny how things change when you least expect them to. Not that I thought it be the same forever just sometimes you dont expect them to change so quick. Or maybe it was the fact that I was oblivious to it and never really treasured it enough when I should have. But then again no one really knew what it was that we had so Im going to just go on living life with everything that I have. To be it was all just a big "Huh?!" when I first heard and not too long ago you were just saying that you missed me or something along that line and like 2 days later or something you're in love with someone else, and in addition now this is what I hear coming from you? Seeing the sudden change in things really makes me wonder. I ain't so much of mad but its more of confusion thats what I feel. It seemed to me that you'd always be that friend whos always there whenever I need a listening ear or someone to talk to and nothing more than that, but I ask myself why do I get so (idk if upset is the word to use,but yeah) when I heard it coming from you. Well I'm sure of one thing is that I don't see you in a more-than friend-way. I really don't know what to do but just be happy for you and thankful that we're at least still friends.
10:38 PM

WAZZA


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