Friday, April 30, 2010
I don't, need this shit from you. So many times I wished I never knew you.
But then again, I learnt so much from the whole thing.
Im so over this,
especially over you, like since forever.
Who are you to judge me, really.
Whos the one whos hoggin onto the fuggin past, and blaming for everything else
Before taking a look at himself
It doesn't matter who I am to you,
nor are you of any importance in my life,
The negative parts are all that you see,
I'm not gonna look back cause its a thing of the past,
it was a part of my life no doubt, I can't erase it as much as I want to.
But Ive learnt to just accept it,
and move on.
Cause I've had about enough.
11:48 PM
Thursday, April 29, 2010
:)
9:31 PM
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Polo training today and during the game I was swimmin up and someone passed me the ball and it hit my head, and I admit I acted like a total 3 year old about it, not because the ball hit my head- but rather because some idiot was literally laughing his ass off as if it was the funniest thing in the world.
Havent had dinner as of yet, couldnt ask mum/dad get dinner for me cause I forgot to bring my phone out for the day, scary how dependent we people are on technology at this day and age huh. Oh well, maggie mee ramen with egg awaits :)
Amazing how sometimes you are able to advice friends on certain stuff but find yourself stuck in your own problems and not being able to solve it. Feels rather hypocritical at times advising others on situations that you yourself are stuck in but not acting on it. Graagh I hate that, sure, my life isnt perfect and Ive done things that Im not proud of, but would you give me the chance to make it right? Yes I have offended others with my words or with the way I talked, but it saddens me to know that 4 years of friendship had to end like this, and now that youre coming back Im scared, for whatever reason I dont know heck, ah.
12:09 AM
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Why do I feel that something's not right about this
As if I made the wrong choice,
Like a part of me's been taken away
Why do I feel as though we've drifted?
When it wasn't the situation like this then
You said you'd be here,
like before or like how a good friend would be there
As if I made the wrong choice,
Like a part of me's been taken away
Why do I feel as though we've drifted?
When it wasn't the situation like this then
You said you'd be here,
like before or like how a good friend would be there
Never spoke to you about it again,
it doesn't mean I don't think about it,
I do think of you and how it was before,
Maybe its just me,
but I feel as though maybe things will never be the same as before
Maybe its just me,
but I feel as though maybe things will never be the same as before
Maybe Im asking too much outta this
I'm glad just to have you as a friend :)
10:28 PM
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
First day= aight. Case study groups and given project to do case study on. Group shot attempt 15326353. (Yes, laugh at my hips pah.)
And off I go for dinner.
12:09 AM
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Yeah, big deal- school's starting tmr woo. psssffhhhtt.
Been getting a darn migrane a few days back and it hurts like hell when I laugh out loud, I dont know what it is but Im not liking it. It was so bad today till @ the fongs I had to lie down and whenever I got up I wanted to die, hahah wuz that bad man, not cool. And so ITP's over, YES OVER. Relief is the only word to describe my feelings upon the end of this internship. School's starting tomorrow and I dont know if Im prepared or not, maybe its just me but I feel that its priddy rush for school to start on monday considering that those who went for ITP ended on friday, oh well.
11:23 PM
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Came across this,
"It's not who you are that holds you back, it's who you think you're not."
I like this quote, a lot. And it really relates to certain aspects in my life.
School's startin in 4 days, attitude towards work has to change, I'm scared for my future, would I end up a failure, OKAY self esteem issues here, hence where the quote above comes in. Need to constantly remind myself of it. 1am now and work tomorrow, 2 more days man :)
11:37 PM
Monday, April 12, 2010
Got ma ipod classic just now with mum and dad @ ION, it was a half half deal thing hahah, they paid half and I the other half heh :B
Because Im so excited its now 2am and I was like 'die die must sync by tonight' hah. I just finished compiling the songs by moving those that I want from the desktop into my laptop and then rechoosing all the songs again, so its now sync-ing and Im tired, bout 500 songs sync-ed so far. Only about a 1000 more, hm 160GB is really a lot man, I can put my entire library and it wouldnt even fill one tenth of it haha! I guess thats cause I only have songs, havent got any videos. Would be putting shows and movies and music videosss ahhh! :D FRIENDS and spongebob episodes are a MUST-HAVE. And the rest, hm I'll think about them another time.
2:09 AM
Sunday, April 11, 2010
:D
(screw the double chin HAH)
5:34 PM
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
OR
Yeah call me materialistic haha but i dont care, ima need a new mp3, the one i have now is only 1GB, and it was a gift from my aunt to my mum say quite a few years back, cause I remember it was the first generation.
Ooohh yes and I wna get a gameboy too :) haha I remember I was darn sad when the one old my sis nd I shared spoilt, and this was like how many years ago. I do miss playing this heh. Shall go gameboy hunting one day haha.
I hate the feeling where Im stuck in a dilemma
where a choice has to be made and,
youre caught in between making the choice of
what you want
but not knowing if thats right.
Damn its been so long.
12:17 AM
WAZZA
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